It Has Begun

Oh yeah. The beginning of the end is finally here. Just let my dad in on what's been going on with my marriage recently and obviously he didn't take it too well. As expected. Anyway, met a long time war buddy earlier today. It's been a while since we last see each other. He was deeply saddened by the tragedy that has befallen my wife and I. But I told him it's just a natural, evolving process for a reset. Start from scratch. Build something anew. But first, I have to go through this hell on Earth before I return to my old self. Despite knowing for a fact that jobs are scarce these days but we just have to keep trying. There's no giving up now!

Like, fuck it, you know. All this happened because of my fucking stupid family. That's as far as I can say for now. We were happy then but apparently, there were those who felt exactly the opposite. Typical cretin. And yeah, just heard dad wailing and yelling in dismay outside of my room, regretting what my marriage has come to. Absolute fucktard. Twat doesn't even understand my need as a husband and a father as if he has never married at all. The same goes with the rest of my goddamned siblings. Yeah I know I'm gonna get flak for this, for telling the truth about our separation but what the fuck else should I do? I've been bottling my emotions and feelings for as long as I live, and my wife often falls prey to my frustration. It has to stop and it has to stop now. So this is what's best for us. I know some dumb fucks are going to be rejoicing over the revelation, particularly that whore of a sister of mine. She's definitely going to say "What I have been telling you? Their marriage won't last long!" Well you stupid cunt, I have some bad news for you; my wife and I are going back in the near future but first things first, I have to secure my foothold as a person. And once I did, it's going to be a big FUCK YOU in your motherfucking face.

Well, I guess I am a bit tired today. Been driving aimlessly not knowing where to go but to carry this broken heart of mine. And I am sure my wife feels the same, if not a lot more painful. I am sad. She is sad. Our son doesn't understand but he definitely can feel there is something amiss between his mom and dad. I am sorry my son, daddy has to make this decision. A tough one. But it is not the end!